UltimatePigeon

I'm sitting on my bed, using my laptop, talking to a friend who just found a really cool anime. Ao no Exorcist to be exact, and i'd already seen it of course. But she's talking to me, and telling me how much she likes it and how cool it is. And I totally agree with her. But then she tells me that she feels really strongly, like SO IMMENSELY compelled to watch the last few episodes and find out what happens. And, I type in the response bar "Haha, just make sure you don't give yourself the same fate as me." of course I delete this and just say "lol" because she's in such a good mood, I wouldn't want to ruin that because I'm in a fowl one. After

Wow, it has REALLY been a long time since I've uploaded. Let alone visit the site I suppose. :\ I got a little blue for a while, then I just didn't feel like posting because it was "too much work"-I'm lazy-. But I've picked myself up and will be uploading lots. :D Art is fun, one must prevail.

Everything just seems to be fading away right now. Meaningless, worthless, all the things I hold so dear; they seem so routine. Care about this, care about that. Comfort so and so, talk to so and so. Go to school, get your homework done for the day. I don't feel like "Why bother?" or "What's the point?", it's more like... It's all just nothing. Just fading to grey. The clock still ticks, the time still passes. And I just go through the emotions; like just another mindless human being. I get upset, I get happy, I get frustrated, angry, sad. I talk to others about my feelings, then I think, and think, and think.. And they leave, or stay. It;s t